*grow spiritually close to God.
*have good results.
*go overseas.
*learn korean language.
how how how???
it seems like I have too many commitments. cf. wsc. alpha camp.
and it turns out that I'm not doing well in each area!
cf.. I didnt go for the cell outing. wsc.. I didnt attend the entire camp. alpha camp.. I have not been going for meetings..
hai. I really feel very bad for that. to my cf cell leader to my wsc seniors and friends to my alpha camp comm.
but seriously. I just don't know how to apologise to them. I just don't know how to help them.
ahhh. I really dont know how.
and I have this strong feeling that.. some of them are very disappointed with me.
I really hope that i'm just too sensitive.
everything will be alright, right??
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