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Sunday, 27 March 2011
PSALMS 23
this is his favourite passage. and many things have changed. she was sick. and she left us. today. we as a family went to GOR.. we sang "耶和华祝福满满”. indeed. God has blessed him. with a bunch of lovely children. grandchildren. and great-grandchildren. and I really hope that this bond in our family will NEVER break. i really miss him a lot.. i remember how he talked to me. smiled to me. scolded me. nagged at me. i rmb all that.. 公公， 一年已过去，但我们依然那么的想您。 对您的一切回忆，我们会永远藏在心里。 您和阿嫲在我们天父的怀里一定过得很快乐。 我们也会开开心心的，直到那一天和您的相遇。 the rainbow today reminded me of the promise that will never be broken. it's like God is telling me: "remember my promise? don't worry, they are safe in my arms." yup. i'm glad that they are now safely in God's arms. no more struggles. no more pain. 他们俩永远活在我的记忆中...
Friday, 25 March 2011
just came back home from cell. had a lovely time of sharing just now. sharing about our faith. sharing about our journey as a Christian. from each of their sharings. I've learnt a lot. it's so nice to know how God is watching over each and everyone of us each day. :) amazingly. just today. 2 of my friends asked me about Christianity. I did shared with them a bit. but I dont dare to share too much. cos I'm afraid of saying wrong things. i have no confidence in myself. and this has always been a BIG problem for me. however. I believe that through these bits and pieces. maybe someday they will come to know more about our lovely Father in heaven. one of them told me that there's something that's different in Christian. which is that we Christian believe that there a God who is always there for us. I hope. really hope that the way I'm living is what God wants me to. I want to be a living testimony to show how GREAT is our GOD! I want to show my friends that our God loves everyone. and that even though we might face some struggles. but with God. there is a hope. a hope that HE will help us pull through whatever situation we are facing. a hope that HE has His plans for us. anyway. back to what we shared during cell. as now is the season of Lent. so our cell have this SMS thing. that we are to take turn to sent out an SMS. and share about the Lent book. so today I heard one of my cell mates saying that he is so proud of our cell! yar. indeed. I've been recording down all the msgs in my "prayer book". just a book with my prayers. looking at the msgs. they encourages me a lot. and I think it's something I can share using this platform. I love quotes alot. so there are many times. when I'm watching show. if I heard a quote that I like. I'll jot it down. for those SMSes that I've received. I think they are the quotes that we can remember. the quotes that we can use to apply in our WHOLE life. and I think that EVERYONE can write their own quotes. quotes that can form or even represent their story. The Holy Spirit is working in us. giving us this ability to do what we think we cant do. Believe Him. Trust Him. Have Faith in Him. :D
Monday, 21 March 2011
today's lessons weren't too bad. at least i did manage to concentrate a little. haha. which means. i have not been concentrating in class. and that was really bad. today my concentration level quite ok. just that i was too tired. almost dozed off during class! x) hais. seriously. i did have this thought of dropping out of this course. it's like.. before my recess week. I cant focus on my studies at all! not paying attention in class. kept on drawing random stuffs on my lect notes. super bad. thinking about it. I start to recall why I chose this path. I chose this because I believe that God wants me to go this path. hmmm. maybe I'm wrong. maybe God wants me to go another path. but now I just want to put everything in His hands. God wants us to serve Him wholeheartedly. be it in church. or in school. or in our family. what we should do is to do the things He wants us to do. to glorify him. having faith in Him that He will guide. this step of faith is a really difficult step. and I think most of us also have to face this. so how? i guess only prayers will work. pray to Him and tell Him ur needs. and at the end of the day. you will be AMAZED by what He will do. throughout my life journey as a Christian. I have my struggles. there are times I even think about what makes me hold on to this faith. I guess it's the work of the Holy Spirit. this faith is not just a religion. but a relationship. a relationship between us and our heavenly Father. sometimes when I was reading the bible. I feel that God is speaking to me through His words. many times. there are lots of qns in my mind. which I couldnt find the ans. so.. I'll just pray and wait. pray and wait. as time goes by. He will open the eyes of my heart and let me know the ans. however. sometimes the eyes of my heart is covered by the devil. or even by myself. my own desires. sometimes I'll make wrong decision. and regret after that. regrets after regrets. shows how weak I am. not physically. but spiritually. hmm. it's like. sometimes when I'm nervous. I dont know what I'm talking about. sometimes I'll just say things that will make ppl have a good impression on me. after saying it. I'll start to feel guilty about it. which I think it's really bad. so.. I should change! x) alrights. i think i went out of point somewhere. these are just some of my thoughts. after reading today's quiet time material. back to study!! :(
RECESS WEEK IS OVERRRR! T-T haisss. and what have I done?? nothing much loo. :( i did do my assignment. i did study a little bit. i did watch some shows. i did meet up with my friends. i did play some games. hais. see. really nth much. i dont want to go school lahhhh. :( starting school = start to be busy haissss. oh wells.. i think i have no choice but to accept it. i shall work hard for this sem!! haha. 讲而已 mahhh. i have been saying this long time ago. hmm. hope that this time round. i'll really do so! x) alrights. i shall study a while and go to sleep! heee. goodnight! :)
Friday, 18 March 2011
some thoughts of the day: i need to learn to be more independent. i need to learn not to be so forgetful. i need to learn to be more alert. i need to learn to be more thoughtful. i need to learn to show more concern towards people. i need to learn to be more focus on what i'm doing. there are so much more that I need to learn! wells. just some random thoughts. haha. x)
Wednesday, 16 March 2011
this week is my recess week! and I've lots and lots of things to do~ x) assignments.. test. presentation. hmm. have not been feeling very well since saturday. but wells. I should be recovering soon!! hehe. so.. these few days I've been at home. almost the same routine everyday. woke up at 9 plus. eat breakfast. do quiet time. practise/play the piano eat lunch + watch 1 episode of a drama do my work + eat fruits take a nap when I'm tired. eat dinner do my work. watch tv sleep. hahahha. so that's how I spent my past few days. x) I wonder if it's good or bad. but I realise that I've been eating a lot of fruits! good! heee. grapes. pear. oranges. and now I'm eating longan! haha. it feels really nice to stay at home. having so much time do to your own stuff. so.. I shall not work on the coming vacation! heeee. I want to have a GOOD REST. :)) I have a longgggg list of shows (movies/dramas) waiting for me! x) I wish this week will pass by slowly. cos I dont want to go school!! :( when school re-opens. means I need to be busy again!! hais.... siannn.. ok. I shall not waste time. I go and do my work le! xD
Friday, 11 March 2011
hmmm. had my HC203 Tang and Song Lit test on wed. ahhhh. I think I'll fail lo.. T-T I've memorised so many stuffs. but! just before my test. I FORGOT everything! my mind was totally blank. :| haiis. how how how?? i'm aiming to get better grades this sem lo. :( oh wells.. after my test. i went to meet my roomyy! we met up to muggg together. and I did manage to study. haha. hmm. anyway. i told her that vette is at WuHan now~ and we started to talk about the places we used to go.. oh mannsss. I want to go WuHan again!! I miss the times we spent there loo.. :((
Friday, 4 March 2011
i din wake up early today!! hais. I wanted to study but just cant concentrate! and just few more days to my mid-term!! ohh manssss. I need more timee!! tmr will be a busy day for me.. 10-11.30am yu cha in church 11.30am-1pm yyxz practice 2pm - 3.30pm ms janet's wedding 5.30pm - crazycuzzies outing~ ahhh. no time to study lahhhh! :( hmm. there are so many things in my mind when I went for the church's prayer meeting just now. and I heard this verse: "应当毫无忧虑，只要凡事借着祷告祈求，带着感恩的心，把你们所要的告诉神。这样，神所赐超过人能了解的平安，必在基督耶稣里，保守你们的心思意念。” 腓立比书 4：6-7 truly.. I should learn to put everything into His hands. and allow Him to control my life. however there are so many times I couldnt do that. and this actually causing me to stress myself up. heard a sharing today. which actually makes me think a lot. you know what..? I think I'm starting to lose my interest in my course. and I think that's the main reason why I cant concentrate in class. i really wonder if I can finish my 3 more years of study. as in REALLY smoothly.. what if I cant get good results what if I cant graduate what if I cant get the job I want so many "what ifs". so many worries. so many doubts. can I lift it all up to Him? i kept on asking myself. and I find it really hard to let go... please Lord, help me.. i really need you.
Thursday, 3 March 2011
I FINALLY START STUDYING! haha. hmm. I'm studying chi lit: lit of Tang and Song! x) I'm not a lit person. so I din really like it at first. but after the previous sem. I somehow think that it's quite interesting. as in it's interesting to read. but not interesting to study for examss. haha. anyways. recently I log on to twitter quite often. haha. hmm. din really like it at first. I created an acc long ago. but din add a lot of ppl. just added my cousins. maybe bcos I like to be low profile.? haha. x) but wells. I like to be kept updated. in another words. I'm KPO. soo.. I decided to "follow" more ppl. haha. and now I'm adding more church ppl. then I'll slowly add my other friends. :) but seriously. sometimes I dunnoe what to tweet lo. haha. so if there's 1 post frm me. you will know I've thought through it thoroughly. hmm. if you know me well. you will know that I will take a longggg time to type a SMS or an email. haha. the reason is I want to make sure that I wont say wrong things. I want to make sure that my tone in the msg is ok. and that ppl will not misinterpret my msg. and most imptly. I wont offend anybody. haha. I'm kinda paranoid huh. that's why.. I prefer to share my thoughts through this blog platform. but it's quite scary though. as in I will not know who's reading this post now. haha. so do leave your "footprints" ya! I'll be glad to know who are you! :D alrights. i'll end here today. tmr I shall wake up early tmr to studyy! hee. x)
Tuesday, 1 March 2011
today I had CF! hmm. every tues we have bible study. so yar. had a sharing with my CF cell group. hee. today's topic is about " 得着基督 "at the end of the bible study. each of us actually shared about our life goals. hmm. which I think it's quite interesting. most of us shared about what we want to do in future. or in fact we shared abt what we WISH to do in future. some say they want to be a prof. some say they want to be a scientist. some say they want to be a good mum. for me.. I want to be a video editor. and I think that stepping into CE is actually helping me to go one step closer to my goal. I really really hope that I'll be one. even for a few years.. can I?? anyways. this is just regarding my future career. but I've got another life goal! heee. and I really hope that I'll be able to achieve that! I hope that as time goes by. I'll be more knowledgeable! hmm. actually a lot of times. I really feel that I don't know a lot of things. and I mean A LOT. sometimes I even find myself quite stupid. x) cos there are so many things which I dont think I can do well. like.. I cant play the piano well I cant sing very well I cant speak well My english is not very good My chinese is not very good My results is not very good My bible knowledge is not very good My communication skill is not very good seeee. oh mans. ok. I shall stop here. this is making my "low self-esteem" even lower. x) hmm. then today I was reminded by this verse again: "For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you." Romans 12:3 there are so many times I look down on myself. which I know that this is not what God wants me to do. but. it's just so tough. cos I really dont know what's my gift. since I cant do anything well. this takes time ba. I guess. I know this sounds contradicting. haha. but wells. like I always say.. humans are contradicting. x) I believe that someday God will speak to me and that someday I'll be able to know what's my gift(s)! I shall 拭目以待!:D
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