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Monday, 23 May 2011
Thursday, 19 May 2011
"Make me a servant like you, dear Lord, living for others each day. Humble and meek, helping the weak, loving in all that I say. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Here's my life; take every part. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Help me draw so close to You That your love comes shining through. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Make me a witness like you, dear Lord, showing the love of the cross. Sharing Your Word till all have heard, serving whatever the cost. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Here's my life; take every part. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Help me draw so close to You That your love comes shining through. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart. Give me, Lord, a servant's heart." ...(Servant's Heart by Ron Hamilton)
I was packing my room for almost the whole day!! it was like near the end of the day.. I didnt feel like packing. and was just browsing through those old stuffs. (and my sis was still packing. ooppss! :P) lots and lots of memories. sometimes. I just like to read back my old posts. and I realise that I've changed. hmmm. as in more of the way I write blogs? hahaha. personality wiseee. maybe? but not that much. anyways. I think reading those old posts. always bring back a lot of memories. I've been writing blog since I was in my sec school days? I rmb that I don't update my blog very often. and those who knew my blog was always asking me to update. but now. it seems like i have more things to say? haha. well. I guess its becos as I grow older. many things are changing. which actually makes me start to think more. however. there's a bad point about thinking a lot. ppl always say that I'm in my own world! haha. wells. sometimes I do like to be in my own world. sometimes I really don't like to talk. and just be quiet. but sometimes. I just don't know what to say. dont know what to comment. that's why I'm quiet. and I think that's when my brain is processing really slowly. anyways. thinking a lot doesn't mean I'm emo-ing. haha. I'm just.. reflecting? just thinking about life? haha. just about some stuffs that I encounter everyday. even on the bus. on the train. what I saw. it'll sort of makes me think. why ppl do this. why ppl do that. in fact. sometimes what other ppl do.. does affect me. as in I'll feel irritated about it. but well. I won't go forward and scold the person or whatever. I'll just keep quiet. and scold him/her in my mind. which I think is very bad. x) ok. tmr.. I'll be meeting YJ and CM!! hehe. <33 looking forward to meeting them!! :))
You know what? I think human are scary. haha. I know it's really random. but this is what I've been thinking these few days. haha. wells. I don't know if this analogy make sense. but I think that human minds and human hearts.. are like those hidden treasure chests. they themselves might be holding the right key to open them up. ..or they also might have lose the key to open them. sometimes you think that you've find the right key. but in fact what you've found is a key to the wrong chest. and if one day you are to find the right key.. who knows.? you might have just found some pathetic. old. rusty. gold mines in the chest. or maybe... just some old ugly rocks? Seriously. I think that even psychologists dont really know what's in the mind of a human. well. I'm not doubting about their profession. but just that.. that's the weakness of human. we cannot know. or rather. we doesnt have the ability to know about everything. sometimes human themselves don't even know what's inside their heart. and don't know what they are really thinking. I can't deny that I'm like that too. sometimes I just don't know what I'm thinking. both in the mind and in the heart. which is quite scary at a certain point of time. because you don't know if what you are saying is really from the bottom of your own heart. or you are just quoting from what ppl say. or even just to say it for the sake of saying. in order to please others. next. i think the other scary part of human is that. some of them know what they are thinking. they know what they want. and what they do. what they say is just trying to guide ppl to the wrong treasure chest. which contain lots and lots of polished gold mines. well. people these days are smart. some of them know that that's the wrong chest. so they continue to observe. and with much disappointment. what they found was the chest with old rusty gold mines. alrights. now you might be thinking. this post has so many hidden meanings right?? wells. it is meant to be like that. just some thoughts. x) ok. back to my life. i had my last paper today (18th May)! I'M SOOOOoo HAPPY!! hehehe. went to IKEA with QT. YT and YY. after which.. I went to my parent's office to meet my sis. and we went to town to meet the YY sisters! hehe. had a great time today! I felt so relax! dont need to think about reports. dont need to think about exams. but just HAVE FUN. hehehe. it feels really GREAT. oh myyys. it's just an exam. but I just feel as though I have accomplished sth really big! hahaha. weird. totally. ok. I'm tired! tmr shall start packing up my room! GOODNIGHT! :))
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
아주 힘들어요.. 그만 하고싶어. 빌려가도 될까요? Disappointment after disappointment. but still.. I can't give up.. can I?
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