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simply me 20.12.90 ` Child of God ` PHPPS ` DSS ` NP-CHS ` NTU-CHI ` Blue `
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*grow spiritually close to God.*have good results. *go overseas. *learn korean language. *learn driving.
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Sunday, 1 January 2012
HAPPY NEW YEARRR!! :D Went to church in the morning. came home and do my stuff. went to visit my grandma and then go out for dinner. dinner was quite bad thoughhh. x) we had some penang food located Upper Thomson Road for dinner. the service not very good. portion kinda small. and price also not very cheap. so... overall. not worth! daddy was angry then. so after that we went to eat the tau huay there. and IT'S NICEEE! hehehe. then we came home after eating that! hee. anyways. just want to do some reflection here for my year 2011! Year 2011 has been a REALLY BUSY one. I had soooo many commitments that made me feel soooo tired. I had NO time for everything. it's like everything is one after another. and.. I was so focus on my other commitments that I TOTALLY put my studies aside. I can't focus in class. and I REALLY thought of giving up the course. everyday my mind is like thinking of other stuffs during lecture. if not I'll be stoning or dozing off. it was really really terrible. however. set aside all these negative stuffs. I do want to THANK GOD for a lot of things. I want to thank God for giving me the opportunity to take up all these different roles. taking up different kind of responsibilities. which actually helped me a lot in my process of growing up. in this process of growing up. I do have my own struggles. like sometimes I really dislike myself. sometimes I don't know who am I. I don't know what I'm thinking. and many times. I actually prayed to God and asked Him to show me who am I. I always feel like I'm living for others more than I'm living for God. I'm too concern about how ppl look at me. and I really don't like this part of me. I know I shouldn't be like this. so I'm really fighting against it. in fact. the voice inside me has been scolding myself over and over again. I must really learn how to let goo. let go all the concerns I have and leave it to God. seriously only God can help me. whenever I'm down. God will be there. whenever I'm lost. God will be there. wherever I go. He is there. however. there are soooo many times. when I'm happy. I tend to forget to give thanks. giving thanks to the Lord is really something that I myself need to learn. it's really by God's grace that I am who I am today. I have another thought. Christianity is not just about morals. It's true that most of us are taught how to be a good citizens. what are the things are right to do and what are not. however. what's the reason behind all these acts? to show ppl how nice we are? to make ourselves feel better/feel good about it? to get the reward after doing it? NO. it should always be.. "We LOVE because He FIRST love us." God knows each and everyone of us. He knows us even before we are formed in our mother's womb. He knows our names. and He LOVEs us. when I know how I was born. honestly. I did complain to God about it. but still. I can see the wondrous work of our Father in Heaven. how He protects my mum. how He protects me. and how He provides for my family. and I want to THANK GOD for it. :) "Thank you.. Abba Father."
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