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Sunday, 19 June 2011
just came back ytd from my church camp 3D2N in Malacca. hmmm. the camp was quite fun. got to know several aunties and uncles from the main service. they are very nice ppl. :) love talking to them. love listening to what they say. haha. BUT. i've diarrhoea since the 1st day of camp. or rather. the day before the camp. the feeling is so terrible. stomach keep on growling and growling. and keep on wanting to go to the toilet. T-T toilet became my impt "friend" during the whole camp. till now.. my diarrhoea haven stop. so i'm going to see the doc later. before going to church. PLUS. my voice changed. was having slight sore-throat for the past few days. then fri night.. I "lost" my voice. haiii.. siannnn. hope that everything will be alright!
Thursday, 9 June 2011
Just after I've written the previous post. I saw this 2 quotes on twitter: "God can use bad things for a great thing in your life. Be thankful. Put your trust in God. Have faith. Surrender. Rest." "Failures are a part of life. If u don't fail, u don't learn. If u don't learn, you'll never change." I think that's what God wants to tell me. be thankful in whatever circumstances I'm in. for this moment. I really thank God for giving me the opportunity to go through this. it's because of this.. that make me realise the importance of working hard. "we sow what we reap".. a very popular idiom. but i asked myself. how often have I really work hard to sow the seeds. i guess not very often. or rather. im sure i didnt do it very often. wells. i shall stand firm on my feet now. and continue to walk through this journey. i can forsee that in front of me there will be so many rocks on the road. this journey may be tough. but "I can do all things through Christ Jesus"!
it's raining outside now. so is my heart. i told myself not to give up.but im disappointed once again. i told myself that results is not that impt. but tears just roll down my cheeks when i saw the results. i wonder.. i really wonder if i can survive for the next 2 and a half years. did i really make the right choice to accept this offer. it is sooo tough. i totally feel like giving up. but thinking of how my parents encouraged me during my exam period. it somehow makes me dont feel like giving up. i dont know. i have no idea what's going on next. setbacks after setbacks. can I really stand up and be firm again?? i really wonder. how i wish.. i didnt enter to this course. how i wish.. i can know right now that my choice is wrong. so that i can move on to the right one. shld i continue to hold on to this..? or shld i give up on this..? maybe this is a punishment. for not being attentive in class. for not studying hard enough. for not setting my priorities correctly. give it a try next sem? i really don't know.. shld i?
Monday, 6 June 2011
I love walking along the streets alone. Listening to my own music. Walking at my own pace. Looking at the sky. Looking at the trees. Looking at the birds. People nowadays are soo busyyy. like what my boss like to say "wait to rush and rush to wait." soo. they simply have no time to do such thing. Hmm. I dont like to be busy. but I always seem to be busy. (that's what my friends always say) and I dont know why.. x) I love to look at the sceneries when I'm free. when there's nothing to bother me. when there's nothing to busy with. so free. and so relax. how I wish I can be so relax everyday.! maybe I can even sit down in a cafe. drink a cup of coffee. and read a book. wow. sounds great huhhh. :) but wells.. reality just doesn't allow me to do so. unless. I become a taitai in future. hahaha. which is quite impossible huhhhh. x) anyways. continue with what I was saying just now. you know what.? I think when you actually slow down your pace. you'll then know how to appreciate. appreciate the beauty of the scenery.appreciate the things that our God has created. and that God has given us. though there's no ocean. beach. or mountains here. just look around you when you are walking. and you'll realise that Singapore can be quite beautiful too. haha. especially the cloudsss! <3 hmmm. I love listening to soothing music. so while I'm walking. I like to follow the rhythm of the song I'm listening too. you should try it! haha. it's quite fun. (at least to me) I think sometimes it's good to spend quality time with yourself. of course too much is not very healthy too? cos you'll become like.. isolating yourself? haha. and I think I'm spending too much time with myself. it's like sometimes when others are talking about stuffs that I couldnt relate to. my mind will just drift off. and it's quite bad. or rather. very bad. x) alrights. I shall stop here. gotta busy with some church stuffs le.! :)
Saturday, 4 June 2011
이렇게 안돼. 그만해.
Friday, 3 June 2011
here's a tip for packing: THROW EVERYTHING THAT YOU DONT WANT. haha. i know it's common sense. but. sometimes there's just so many things that you cant bear to throw away? like your diaries. your photos. your cards. all those are memories that should be kept. hmm. as I grow older. I learnt that we dont need to keep everything. like those notes and whatever. we cant possibly keep them forever? wells. maybe I'll keep them till I graduate from uni. in case I need it? haha. I used to keep lots and lots of things in my "treasure box". and today. when I packed it. I found many rubbish inside! x) Oh wells. Anyways. I'm currently watching this show called "Can you hear my heart?" it's by KIM JAE WONNN! <3 hehehe. and another girl. called Hwang Jung Eum. first time watching her show. she's not bad too! hee. hmmm. you know what.? sometimes I think it's quite good to be like Cha Dong Joo in that show. dont have to listen to those noises around me. just close my eyes. and there's nothing to distract me. nothing to irritate me. how nice right..?? :)) must watch that show ok? it is very very niceeee! heee. :D though its quite a sad show..
Thursday, 2 June 2011
I have a best friend. He's always there for me. He knows me. and he understands me. very well. No matter if it's early in the morning. or late at night. He'll be there listening to me. Listen to all my complaints. all my sorrows. all my pain. all my worries. all my hurt. Though I can't see him in person. I know he is there. I'm really thankful that I get know him. He loves me very much. I know. so much that he is willing to give up his life for me. I love him too. but my love for him is incomparable to his. I'm thankful for having such a GREAT friend. and his name is.. Jesus
Sometimes it's not because I don't want to do. But it's because I don't know what to do. and I don't know how to do. What if I do wrong? What if I cause more trouble to others? What if.. and what if.. These "what if"s may sound like excuses. but that's really what's bothering me now. I'm willing to learn.. but who's willing to teach me? or rather. who has the patience to teach me? Cause I know.. I'm a rather slow learner. and I'm forgetful. and I can easily get confused. Well. It's really time. Time for me to be independent. Time for me to stop being so dependent on others. Time for me to take the initiative. Time for me to stop being so passive. Time for me to speak up more. Time for me to stop being so quiet and keep all my thoughts. all my questions. in my mind. Time for me to hold on to the faith in Him and be more confident. Time for me to stop worrying about this and that about myself. Time for me to step out of my comfort zone. Time for me to stop being in "my own world". It's time for me to face the reality.
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