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simply me 20.12.90 ` Child of God ` PHPPS ` DSS ` NP-CHS ` NTU-CHI ` Blue `
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*grow spiritually close to God.*have good results. *go overseas. *learn korean language. *learn driving.
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Sunday, 22 September 2013
I guess I have never wanted something so badly. I lose my wallet last tues. reported to the police. they told me to wait for 3 three wks, and till now there's still no news. I prayed. and I am waiting now. I pray that God will really answer my prayer, by saying "YES!" or "Wait." this wallet is given by my bro and I love it A LOT. knowing the process of how he got it for me. now that my bro knows about me losing the wallet. my mum told me that he is sad about it which actually broke my heart. and the more I want to get it backkk. how I wish I could find it at home, thinking that prob I carelessly missed out a corner when I'm searching for it. and I admit that I'm getting more and more impatient each day, when I din receive any notice. "Wait on the Lord" is a lesson that I need to learn. I kept on telling myself to be patient about this matter. "BE PATIENT VINA! Wait and entrust everything to Him." and this is something that I think that it is hard to let go. if this wallet is stolen by someone, I really doesnt mind the person taking the money (worth of $40+ cash I think) I just hope to get back the wallet. and my cards. this is just a simple requesttt. :( can I get it back? I really hope that I will. PLEASEEEEEEEEE.
Tuesday, 10 September 2013
quite a few things happened last wk.
sth sad and sth happy.
sad that one of my churchmate passed away last wed. and I attended the wake last fri.
happy that one of my churchmate just got married last sat!
as I reflect about these things and these events that happened. (in addition to what I've learnt from DG about not wasting my life)
there are a few questions that i think i should ask myself.
1. What have I been doing in my life?
I am an ordinary girl, living a simple life. I followed through the whole education system. from kindergarten to primary to secondary. I had a choice and I chose poly followed by uni. Looking back. what I could see are blessings and blessings. There are many points of time in life when I couldnt understand what is God's plan for me (even up till now), but yet He has been blessing me with nice group of friends. though now my uni grades are not good, and I am still struggling to improve it, what I can say is, I really enjoyed my uni life. the friends I made here, and the lifelong lessons that I learnt from here, are things that will be kept in my heart.
2. What I hope for for the future?
Honestly speaking, I have no idea what I can do and what God wants me to do in future.
What I know is that I want to know Him more each day. and what I also know is that I want to be a blessing to the people around me, and I believe that this is sth that He wants me to be. then now, how to be a blessing? this question isnt easy to answer. but I guess is just to learn how to be like Jesus? show the ppl around me how great our God is? be a living testimony?
I have a dream. I have always wanted to be a video editor. or maybe not always but just after i graduate from poly. but now I'm thinking what should I do about it? should I continue to pursue it even though I think that it is tough? i have no idea if ppl will accept my application that comes with a Chinese degree. this is sth that has been in my mind for quite some time. and I am still thinking.. still doubting..
there are many things that I want to do. I want to do volunteering overseas. this is my another dream which I think that it may not be fulfilled until I am really old enough to be independent. I want to learn many things like swimming, chinese calligraphy, horse riding, western flute, ukelele...etc. I want to be someone who can inspire people with words! but I guess I'm not gifted in this way.
people always say live like today is your last day on earth (not sure about the exact words to use)
so what will I say if today is my last day on earth? I guess, I will say that I am really thankful for what God has given me. my family members, my friends, my teachers. my experiences. really EVERYTHING. He has blessed me with so many things even though I always upset Him by doing things that He doesnt like. I know that I'm unworthy of all these things, but He still freely gave them to me. even for myself. I really want to thank Him for making who I am today. I am NOT PERFECT. I have many many flawsss. but I am still loved by Him. :)
Thursday, 5 September 2013
time to blog again! :D was reading through my past few posts. and I realised that I have been quite emo. haha. anyway. just some updates! this week till now has been the most relaxing week I had after so long. I have stayed at home for the past 3 consecutive days. and I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I MANAGED TO DO THAT! haha. my mum asked me how's the feeling like? comfortable? I answered, "siannnn. doing work is siannn." hahaha. but really. I have been doing my assignment for the past few days. and I finally submitted it just now! it's really SIAN when you need to write a 1500-2000 words report within a few days. and when you have no idea what the reading is about. LOL. but oh wells! it's all doneeee! :D this semester is really a relaxing sem. TWO DAY WEEK! how awesomeeee! :)) but I need to do my FYP tooo lahh. hehe. LOL. ok. many of my friends are envy of me. so I shall not keep saying that. :P after the past 2 busy years. I have learnt that sometimes you just need to let go of some things. God doesn't want me to be tiring, He wants me to be like Mary, resting in His love. I have been telling myself this at the start of this sem. and yuppp! so this final year. I shall not take up too many thingsss! AND I HAVE SIGNED UP FOR RDA! :) Another volunteer organisation for the disabled! but for this one, we will be interacting with the horses! :)) training will be on THIS SATURDAY! and I'm really excited for it! :D Last saturday, we had our volunteering sharing session at WGS. the seniors actually shared about the trainees. PY and PQ then asked us to think about what is volunteering to us. I wrote a lot on the slip of paper. but I can't remember what I've actually wrote. LOL. I also wrote this paragraph on FB: "Volunteering is all about loving. You seems to be giving more than you receive. But in fact, you actually receive more than what you give. The things that you will receive are not things that can be seen, but are things that can't be bought by money. Thanking God for the opportunity to be able to learn and grow in love." I love Volunteering. through volunteering I've learnt a lot. through volunteering I've grown a lot. through volunteering I've seen a lot. Will I continue to volunteer in RSPID after I graduate? this is the question that I have been asking myself. I have been thinking of going elsewhere to volunteer. but hmm. till now my answer is still "dunno". oh wells. I still have time to decide! :P ohyeaaa. ytd I came across this lovely quote by Max Lucado! “If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning... Face it, friend. He is crazy about you! ” ― Max Lucado hehe. how sweet is our God ya! :D okkkk! it's getting late! tomorrow I will be LEAVING HOUSE FOR SCHOOL for the first time this wk! hahaha. GOODNIGHTTT! :)
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