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simply me 20.12.90 ` Child of God ` PHPPS ` DSS ` NP-CHS ` NTU-CHI ` Blue `
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Tuesday, 12 July 2011
i have a story to tell.. something that I encountered last sat. Last Saturday night, I was at Serangoon area distributing the flyers for RSPID upcoming event (ProjectID). After 2 of my friends and I finished distributing ard the blocks we are in-charged of, we sat at the void deck of blk203 and waited for our seniors to come. While waiting, a Chinese lady in her mid-30s approached us-- short hair, wearing a stripe shirt and OP three quarter pants. She says, "Girls, can do auntie a favour? I really need your help." She sat down in front of us, panting very loudly. She continues, "I just fell down. I'm 2 months pregnant and I'm now having some internal bleeding. I lose my pouch and everything, I can't contact my husband who is now in JB working. I need some money to take the cab and go down my clinic to see my gynae, also to pay the deposit. Can you help me? I really hope that you girls are the angels!! I'm now really in pain. Please..", she kept on pleading us pitifully. Next, she asked, "Are you girls Christian?" I nodded my head and she says, "PRAISE THE LORD! Can you girls lend me some money?" I saw the bruises and stitches on both of her hands. Three of us looked at each other, and we took out our wallets. We took out some money, and told her we don't have so much money with us now. We asked her how much does she need, and she said $100. At first, I took out $20 and my friends took out $10 and $7 respectively. She asked, "How much can you borrow me?" and we say, "We only have $37." "You girls are so pitiful", and she turned to me, "there's an ATM nearby can you go and withdraw money for me? Please..? I really need the money." I was like struggling to take out the other $20 from my wallet. Three of us looked at each other again, then she continued looking at me, "You know.. we are Christians. What's money to us?? Don't worry, I'll return the money to you." Hearing this, I took out the last $20 in my wallet. She continues, "You can call me Sister Serena, and my husband is Brother Adrian. Can you give me your contact no. so that I can contact you at 10pm when my husband is back? So that I can return you the money", and I gave her my HP no., "don't worry, I'll definitely return the money wherever you are after 10pm", she reassured me. I was holding on to the money, and she looked at me. Then she asked again, "how much do you have now?" And we said, "$57?" She asked me to return the $7 to my friend and tried to persuade me to go the ATM machine with her again, "Please.. can you go to the ATM machine with me to draw $50 more? We can cab there and I'll definitely send you back here later. I'll return you the money after 10pm." [well.. obviously she's aiming me. cos I gave her my contact no. AND I said that I'm a Christian] We were finding ways to reject her. We even told her that we can call our seniors down, cause if there are more people, it'll be easier for us to get $100 for her, and they can help her too. She refused, and kept on stopping us from calling our seniors. She says, "I don't want too many people to know about this, you know this is very embarrassing? Please don't do that, give me some face.. Please..?" She continued to persuade me, and I say, "Sorry, cause later they will need to wait for me here, and I don't want to make them wait." After that, she gave up and said that $57 is alright, and she'll ask around again. She then said bye to us, and turn to me and smile, "No, I'll see you later." A few minutes later, our seniors finally came to meet us. At first, three of us were like struggling whether or not to let our seniors know about this matter. In the end, we still let them know. So we told them the whole situation, and they say we shouldn't give her the money etc. After which, we left the block and head for another direction. While walking, one of my seniors received a call from another senior who is on his way to meet us. He told her that he gave $240 to a lady (the one we gave the money to). We were shocked when we heard that. We told him that we met that lady too. So, now we know that most likely the lady is cheating on us. So we met up with that senior and ran around to search for the nearest police post. Oh wells. the police say they can't do anything, cause this case is considered sympathy. Cos we gave the money willingly. So this case will be under "begging" which is under NEA. x) After everything.. I was really waiting for her call. I was secretly hoping that what she said was real. but. I was wrong. EVERYTHING IS A LIE. and what's worse.. SHE ACTUALLY USES OUR CHRISTIAN FAITH TO MAKE ME FALL INTO HER TRAP! i really dislike this kind of people who misuses our faith!! hais. but what was done is alrdy done. I can't do anything. so I shall treat it as a lesson. I told my parents about it. and they actually taught me how to deal with this kind of ppl in this type of situation. we can offer to help them.. but NOT by giving them money. for eg. we can help them to call the ambulance if they are injured. (ambulance is definitely faster than cab) we can buy them a meal if they say they have no money to buy food. actually I didn't want many ppl to know about this.. cos ppl might just say that I'm stupid? how can I give so much money to a COMPLETE stranger? but wells.. I guess I need to let more ppl know. so that they can beware of this lady if they met her someday or whatever. NEED TO STOP HER FROM CHEATING. I really have no idea what is she gonna do with the money. whatever it is. I really hope that she is using the money wisely.. and not like using them on drugs or whatever bad things. cos my friend told me that some ppl have bruises all over their hands because of drugs. x)
Monday, 11 July 2011
i don't know why but i like to go out all by myself. last week.. i had a date with myself. going to different places. doing different things. all by myself. hmm. i guess that's why.. i'm not really good in interacting with ppl. or rather. conversing with ppl face to face. so sometimes i just think that i'm quite a boring person. and seriously. i want to change myself. i've been saying this to myself again and again for a million times. but i guess i'll really need lots of time to change.
Friday, 8 July 2011
change change change. sometimes I just dont like the changes in life. change. means you are leaving from a place/sth that you are familiar with. and you'll need to adapt to a new thing/new environment all over again. it may be a brand new start. but what about the memories we had. CHANGE if I rmb correctly it also means. "Christ Has Allowed New Growing Experience" true enough. the reasons behind these changes sometimes is just so hurtful. maybe that's why. it's good to have a change. it's good to have a brand new start. it's good to have a new growing experience. it's contradicting. i know. haisss. everything's gonna change sooner or later.
Sunday, 3 July 2011
there are so many things i want to say. there are so many things i want to give thanks for. for the past week. I have been going out quite often. meeting up with pri/sec sch friend. meeting up with my (ex)colleagues and (ex)boss. haha. [not really considered as "ex" though]. meeting up with my poly mates (my zoo! <3) different meet-ups. different thoughts. when I met up with my pri/sec sch friend. though it's just a short time. watching movie with her. and sitting on a bench cam-whoring. the time spent was lovely. i got to know about the problems she is now facing. i dont know what i can do for her.. i guess only through prayers? i pray that she'll continue to be strong. everything will be fine. :) when I went for my company dinner. the ppl there are still as friendly. they still call me "班长". my boss asked me about my studies. my friend talked about her experience in tw. through these conversations. once again.. I really have the urge to give up my course. you know what? if you ask me if I like my course. the ans is seriously no. but the thing that is holding me is. the support i got from my family and friends. and most importantly. God who is always there for me. whenever i feel like giving up. i'll ask myself why I choose to accept this offer. i may say that because i like chinese? but wells. honestly my chi isn't that good. sometimes I just wished that NTU didnt offer me the place. so that I can proceed on doing what I like. studying what you are not really interested in is really really tough. i just hope that i can pull through these 2 1/2 years. i just hope that someone can tell me everything will be fine. i just hope that all these regrets will turn to a blessing at the end of the day. regrets and regrets. but still. i'll hold on to the faith in Him. i believe He'll show me the way as I continue to walk through this journey. I met up with my poly mates just now. we just had a short time together. having "high-tea". chit-chatting. drinking koi. but I'm really really glad that almost everybody can make it for this 2nd Anniversary. rmb that we were once in WuHan together. we went through the tough times. we went through the fun times. all the cries. all the complaints. all the laughters. are really precious memories. 2 years have passed. but these memories are still in our hearts. i really hope that each and everyone of us will rmb.. the times we had gone through TOGETHER. the times when we were away from our families and we have to depend on one another. a note to my "animals": though we have now gone separate ways. most of you are teachers now. some are working. some are studying. but.. these memories is sth that is COMMON among us. and I pray that each and everyone of you will cont' to strive towards your goal. be it in the education sector/ media sector/ business sector/ social science sector. i believe that everyone of you can do it! let every ups and downs be a stepping stone. a stepping stone that leads to your goal. and may we cont' to keep in touch with one another. cont' to support each other. ALL the BEST to you! <3 alrights. that's all for today! hehe. :)
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