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Wednesday, 16 February 2011
i've been busy for the past 2 days! finally today I get to rest at home after school! monday is Valentines' Day! hahaha. I went to meet my fellow Cutting Edge - Chinese Studies - friends. haha. there's my senior SE. my classmate HX. and my junior A! 4 of us went to VivoCity. we really had a great time! updating each other. giving each other advices. HX is currently studying in Taiwan. some media courses. so fun! makes me so envy of her! for that moment when she told me what she is learning there. I really regret for taking up NTU Chi. the courses there in Taiwan are so much fun as compared to what Im studying now. but wells. after thinking. I think this is what we call the temptation of the world? there are many times we said that we trust God. and that we'll put everything into His hands. but on the other hand. we are doubting. again. this is the lesson about our faith. I think that how much faith we have in the Lord. actually reflects on how we look at choices we have made like for me. I did ask God what should I do in the future. and should I really continue studying Chinese I prayed. and somehow I think that God wants me to go NTU. however. thinking about it. what I really really wanted is Comm Studies. or other media courses. but still. I just trust my future in God's hands.. cos I believe that what He has given me is the best choice for me. now. I'm doubting. I'm regretting. which I think quite normal in human beings? we all have our own desires. but we'll not always get what we want. however. we still need to turn back to God. you might doubt your own decision. but you CANNOT doubt God's plan for you. now you might ask. how I know what's God's plan for me. for me. I think that God will show His plan for you in His own way. may be through His word? or through the ppl around us. hmm. studying Chinese might not be the plan He has for me. but I believe that He will always make a way for me. if this is really not what God wants me to do. ultimately He will still guide me back to the way He wants me to go. ytd. I went for my 2nd blood donation @ HSA! It all went on smoothly. but I hope that I'll not get a big bruise on my hand again! haha. cos for the 1st time. the bruise was really really big and scary. though it's not very painful lah. haha. it just feels weird having a big patch of blue-black on your hands. next.. I finally get to meet up my polymates. (my ZOO!) but not all of them went. we had our dinner together. though the time spent together was quite short. it was still fun. it feels nice talking to them. :) we'll meet up soon again!! hehe. :D also. I've been busy with my proj. for the past few days. and today I had my presentation. Thank God that everything went on smoothly! though I've made some mistake along the way. hehe. x) so finally. 1 proj. is down. many more to go~~ I shall relax today. watch some shows later. and start studying tmr! haha. during my 5 hrs of break! x) hai. I should stop procrastinating. hmm. anyway. I'm now wondering if I should go for Mission Trip this June. actually I didnt thought of going in the start. but somehow my churchmates reminded me. and makes me really start to think whether should I go. I've prayed about it. and I heard a voice. but I don't know this is the voice of God or the my own voice. this is always a problem for me. I told my dad about it. and he said that to know if it's God's voice or your own voice.. you need to know what's the motive behind the decision you are going to make. let's say.. for this mission trip. I prayed. and in some way. I think God answered my pray. but I'm not sure if that's really God's answer. so my dad asked me to ask myself. what's the reason for me going to mission trip. I wanted to go mission trip last year june. but the trip was cancelled! :( after so many months of preparation. I want to go. I miss the kids there. and somehow. I think I'm forgetting how it feels like to go for a mission trip. hmm. however. there is sth that makes me don't feel like going. and again.. it's becos I'm doubting myself. I dont dare to take up roles that I think I cannot do. like.. during the preparation of the trip. we have trainings. and during the trainings. some of us will need to be ic of some stuffs. and I always dont have the confidence to do it. x) hais. so what should I do? hmmmm. just keep praying..
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