*grow spiritually close to God.
*have good results.
*go overseas.
*learn korean language.
i din wake up early today!! hais. I wanted to study but just cant concentrate! and just few more days to my mid-term!! ohh manssss. I need more timee!! tmr will be a busy day for me..
10-11.30am yu cha in church 11.30am-1pm yyxz practice 2pm - 3.30pm ms janet's wedding 5.30pm - crazycuzzies outing~
ahhh. no time to study lahhhh! :(
hmm. there are so many things in my mind when I went for the church's prayer meeting just now. and I heard this verse:
"应当毫无忧虑,只要凡事借着祷告祈求,带着感恩的心,把你们所要的告诉神。这样,神所赐超过人能了解的平安,必在基督耶稣里,保守你们的心思意念。” 腓立比书 4:6-7
truly.. I should learn to put everything into His hands. and allow Him to control my life. however there are so many times I couldnt do that. and this actually causing me to stress myself up.
heard a sharing today. which actually makes me think a lot. you know what..? I think I'm starting to lose my interest in my course. and I think that's the main reason why I cant concentrate in class.
i really wonder if I can finish my 3 more years of study. as in REALLY smoothly.. what if I cant get good results what if I cant graduate what if I cant get the job I want
so many "what ifs". so many worries. so many doubts. can I lift it all up to Him? i kept on asking myself. and I find it really hard to let go...
please Lord, help me.. i really need you.
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