*grow spiritually close to God.
*have good results.
*go overseas.
*learn korean language.
Sometimes it's not because I don't want to do. But it's because I don't know what to do. and I don't know how to do.
What if I do wrong? What if I cause more trouble to others? What if.. and what if..
These "what if"s may sound like excuses. but that's really what's bothering me now. I'm willing to learn.. but who's willing to teach me? or rather. who has the patience to teach me? Cause I know.. I'm a rather slow learner.
and I'm forgetful. and I can easily get confused. Well. It's really time.
Time for me to be independent.
Time for me to stop being so dependent on others.
Time for me to take the initiative.
Time for me to stop being so passive.
Time for me to speak up more.
Time for me to stop being so quiet and keep all my thoughts. all my questions. in my mind. Time for me to hold on to the faith in Him and be more confident. Time for me to stop worrying about this and that about myself. Time for me to step out of my comfort zone. Time for me to stop being in "my own world".
It's time for me to face the reality.
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