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simply me 20.12.90 ` Child of God ` PHPPS ` DSS ` NP-CHS ` NTU-CHI ` Blue `
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*grow spiritually close to God.*have good results. *go overseas. *learn korean language. *learn driving.
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Saturday, 22 June 2013
This year I aim to be more active in this blog. haha. just want to jot down my thoughts somewhere. I don't think anybody will look at this blog now. since it was dead for quite some time. haha. there's one thing about writing a journal that I think is good. it helps to keep the memories you had. and when you look back. you will see how you have grown up over the years. today I just want to share about relationships. looking at the word "relationships" the thing that crossed ppl's mind is usually BGR. haha. but in fact. relationships does not only mean that. it also include many r/s between your family and friends. so this entry will be about all sort of relationships. firstly: relationship with family. this is sth that is always taken for granted for many of us. and I admit that I do sometimes. to be born in this family. is something I'm really thankful for. my parents are one of the role models in my life. the words they say. the way they treat others. the way they think of things. etc there are just so many things that I can learn from them. my family is a family of introverts. we don't really know how to express ourselves. and we have different way of expressing ourselves. and just because of that. sometimes misunderstandings happen. I love my family. and I will very much want to spend time with them. but just that sometimes. managing time is just so difficult to do so. or I shld say that it's my fault for taking up so many things. so many commitments. this kinda make me feel disappointed with myself many times. and I think they feel that way too. these few months. I've been trying. I'm trying to spend more time with them. I'm trying to have dinner at home more often. I really hope that I'll be able to manage my time well this year~ secondly: relationship with friends. as I look at my long list of friends in my fb. sometimes I will wonder, how are all my friends doing. (not trying to be kpo, but I just want to know) ever since I came to uni. I find that I will always send random text to my friends. I don't know how will they feel when they receive my text. will they be happy? will they be irritated? I hope for the former. they are just so many friends in life, that we meet in our different stages of life. kindergarten, pri sch, sec sch, poly/jc, uni, work, church..etc. we may be close during the particular stage of life.. however, how many of them will stay in your life? it really breaks my heart when I have to filter some of them out. sometimes I just want to keep in contact with some of them. but, it's just so tough. and this is whyy. I am very particular in every meetup that my friends and I have together. esp. those that I have not met for a longgg time. however, there are also times when I don't know how to keep some of them. I'm just so afraid that I'm disturbing them or irritating them.. I guess this is also a process of growing up. Friendship is a 2-way thing and not a 1-way thing. if one party has been giving and giving. and the other party is not showing any concern about the r/s. it will be tiring.. really tiring. in fact I have encountered it for quite a few times. disappointment after disappointment. I may have text many ppl in my contact list, asking them how are they doing. but sometimes I really wonder, do they really care? I'm not asking for any return, but perhaps just a greeting will do, nothing more. or sometimes conversation just stopped halfway.. I understand that prob they are just busy. but they can just reply me that. and not just ignore me? prob I'm just too sensitive. but oh wells.. this has kinda become something that I'm used to it. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. but I shall take things easyy. thirdly: bgr haha. this is something that I have no experience in it. that's kinda sad huh. haha. but I guess bgr is like other r/s, a r/s with trust and faith. it is a commitment between a guy and a girl, and should be sth that requires much patience and love. it is also about accepting each other's flaws. to know that no one is perfect. it is also about freedom. some people might think that being in a relationship means you lose your freedom. but I disagree with it. if you are with the right one, you will still have your freedom. freedom to be yourself. freedom to be able to spent time with your friends. freedom to choose what you like to eat, etc. because, I think that relationship at the end of day it is about understanding one another, and giving each other space when necessary. haha. all these are easy to say. but I know, tough to do. which is why there are so many broken r/s around. oh wells. I guess all of us need to learn and grow. through growing we will learn, and through learning we will grow. :)
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