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simply me 20.12.90 ` Child of God ` PHPPS ` DSS ` NP-CHS ` NTU-CHI ` Blue `
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*grow spiritually close to God.*have good results. *go overseas. *learn korean language. *learn driving.
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Monday, 23 December 2013
haha my previous post is full of grammar mistakes. but nvm. I lazy to edit. hahaha. anyways. this year's birthday was really an enjoyable one. not only because I celebrate my day during my church camp, but also because I'm able to experience the greatness and holiness of our God. the day started this way. at 12.30am, my comm gathered at 0204 for "debrief" after our day 2 night games. everything seems ok until the 2 brothers started quarreling and the younger bro stormed out of the room. I was totally shocked. as the younger bro is in my subcomm, and me, as the subcomm head, was told to go out and talk to him. so I ran out and look for him. I started to console him in one of the clsrooms, and tell him that everything will be ok and we just need to think of solutions to solve the problem. after talking for some time, another comm member came out and told me that he will talk to him and he asked me to go back in to 0204. I was like.. okkk. since he is closer to him and plus prob having someone of the same gender to talk to him will be better. so I went back to 0204. then as I walked in. I saw my cousin holding on to a camera. then I looked across the room, I saw them discussing some stuff. and out of a sudden, they sang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~" OHMYGOSH. I totally didnt expect that. I was totally stunned. and I rmb that I kept saying, "so all these is an act???!!" and I teared. hahaha. awww. I'm really touched by what they have done for me. when I still thought that no one will remember my birthday when the clock strikes 12. :) next, my birthday was filled with fun-filled activities, like the games and so. the talk was also really inspiring. and we were told to write letters to encourage/apologise/thank someone. I'm glad to receive a few encouraging letters which really made me smile :) after which we had our praise night. right before the praise night, the speaker talked to me and told me sth that really made me thinking, he said, "I have a strong feeling that God is calling you to do sth." I'm like WOW. Since young, I have this ambition, this thought to be a pastor, and I rmb sharing about my childish reason for wanting to be one during QT on the same day. so after hearing that, I start to thinkkk. until during praise night. During the time of worship, I also started to reflect about my own spiritual walk. I am tired. physically and mentally tired. and when the speaker said, if you find yourself being really tired, go to Him and find rest in Him. I teared upon hearing that. and when he continued to say that among us there are ppl who are called to serve in full-time ministry, I start to recall about what he have told me earlier on. when we are called to recommit ourselves. somehow I heard a voice telling me, "why not use what you have learnt to serve Him?" use my skills, meaning video production? do a production for Him? I want to submit myself to the Lord. I want to do more for Him. I stepped forward, and cried even more. One of the PTY prayed for me. she told me don't be afraid, as God will guide me and He will provide. She said that the journey ahead will be tough, but God will be there. I'm willing to serve in full-time ministry, as for how and when? I will need time to pray and ask God about it. And today, I received the rejection email from dxo. When I saw the email, I felt a bit sad, a bit disappointed about myself. but at the same time, I'm thankful that God closes one door for me, bcos I know that He will be opening another door for me soon. :) what door will He open for me? we shall see. :)
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